Hello friends my name is Rekha and I want to share some of my experiences today.
About 6 months ago. I was Traveling from Bhopal to Khajuraho by train.
I was very sad at that time. Sometimes I thought of committing suicide.
And I am listening to sorrowful songs. i fell asleep Listening To The Song .
And then I tell you what happened in the dream
A Smart boy came in my dream. and he was wearing blue colored jeans and white T-shirt. thick banyan tree was formed on his T-shirt.Below that tree was written in Hindi "Smart Guru". And he also wore blue glasses.He doesn't look like a guru or a monk
Slowly came to me and said: why are you listening to these sad songs
I said my heart is broken .And he started laughing.I ask who are you
He then smiled and said
Smart Guru : How can this happen, how can someone break one's heart
Me : I said it is true that boy broke my heart
Smart Guru : You must have given him permission
Me : No, why would I do this?
Smart Guru : No one can break someone's heart without permission
Me : My mistake was that I loved him very much
Smart Guru : Yes that's it.Yes that was your Mistake
Me : Love is a mistake?
Smart Guru : No but it's a mistake to love someone else.
When we love someone, then the focus is more on it.
And we start forgetting ourselves.
And we make ourselves weak and the other strong At that time we are deceiving ourselves.
And we blame someone else
Me : What do you think i don't love myself .Everyone loves themselves.
(He smiled, And said while removing his glasses)
Smart Guru : No, it is not so. If every man loves himself, he can never be sad.
Man forgets himself and loves another.That's the worst mistake
In this world, the only person capable of love is himself.
If you want to be happy, then see happiness in yourself and
do not trust anyone else
Me : But how can this happen. I don't think it's possible?
Smart Guru : This is very easy. Do not pay attention to your eyes.
it always takes you to the outside world.
When we pay attention outside, we will surely be weak from inside.
And the outside world is not true, it is a hallucination
If you have to pay attention then do it on the eyes of the mind.
It will take you in the right direction. Where you will feel yourself
Me : But at this time, I do not have anything to do.
But sometimes I think I kill myself. All my problems will be over
Smart Guru : If you want to kill, first kill your anger. Then kill that bad experience
Me : How will I kill my anger? How can I forget that time?
(He smiled again. I thought he would ask me to do yoga or meditation.
But he had diffrent idea)
Smart Guru : When you wake up in the morning, speak these words again and again
Smart Guru : When you wake up in the morning, speak these words again and again
in front of the mirror. "I do not want to kill my anger and I do not want
to forget that bad experience."
Me : But at first you said the opposite
(Guru smiled and said that)
Smart Guru : you just do it
Then suddenly I woke up
I followed his instruction for a few days and now my anger has completely ended
and I have come out of that bad experience. I am very happy now
I want to thank the Guru. Before sleeping every day I used to think
that he will come in my dream today but he has not come yet.
I am still waiting.
